Can you
imagine kissing with stranger?you have no idea who is he. It’s felt amazing
tbh. I have no plan to kissing or just being with friends with strangers there.
It’s out of my control. I know it’s hard to believe but it’s happened. I’m not
pushing you to believing me. I just telling you my amazing holiday and my
experince about that. Just sharing J
Here’s what
happen:
It’s started
on weekend in may
I was looking for attention
Needen
intervention
Ha ha ha
ha... sorry guys
Here’s the
truth:
It’s started
on christmas and new year holiday in december. I was psending my holiday with
my family. We were going to karimunjava. Karimunjava is one of archipelago in
java. Approximately is 80 km northwest of Jepara. Karimunjava has many amazing
place to visit. They also has beautiful beach. I love beach, wo doesn’t?
My family
and I decide to choose Tanjung Gelam beach for holiday. Tanjung gelam beach has
a beutiful view. They has a beautiful white sand and sunset of course.
We can
enjoying sunset there, so perfect. Selain itu, disana juga terdapat banyak
pohon kelapa yang tersusun rapi. Nah ada juga nih yang lebih keren. Disana ada
pohon kelapa yang miring ke arah laut, seolah-olah pohonnya mau tumbang gitu,
super cool!
Selain bisa
santai-santai menikmati udara pantai, berjalan diatas pasir putih yang keren
banget, menikmati sunset, kalian juga bisa snorkling. I didn’t do that. I can’t
swim and too afraid to try it.
By the way,
It’s my first time enjoying sunset at beach. I love it. I already miss that
place and I’m sure you gonna love that place like I do.
Singkat
cerita, disana aku ketemu sama sekelompok bule yang sedang asyik menikmati
udara pantai sembari berbincang. Me and my sister, noo my sister ask me to come
over them and get to know them. I have no reasons to say no. Finally, we
introduce ourself to them dan begitu juga sebaliknya.
And the best
things is they are from............ Germany!!! Germany!!! Can you believe it?
Ahaha as you know I love germany.
They are
really nice and friendly, also cute haha. They want us to hangout with them
next day.
Guess what?
We said yes
The next
day, we meet again in Tanjung gelam. Enjoying this beautiful beach together and
also sunset. Aku tidak bosen menikmati sunset disana, never bored.
After that,
kami sering menghabiskan waktu bersama, hanging out, getting lunch and getting
closer and deeper. And there’s one guy. He is one of them. He is really cute. I
kinda like him and he is really nice to me. Btw, he ask my number and I can’t
say no. It’s a big opportunity, right?
We’re
texting each other and spending time together just 2 of us.
FYI, he visit my
aunty’s home the place that me and my family stay for holiday. My family looks
like okay with him. Not all of my family member can speak english so, we have
some communication problem with him. But he seems okay with that. Honestly, its
a little funny, noo its really funny. Their expressions when my sister, me and
him has conversations and they just staring at us with confused face. Can you
imagine? Hahahaha....
Hmmm.... how
about go to the point? Kissing? Okay! Here’s the point, Read Clearly!
Jadi gini,
kita semakin deket, jalan bareng, lunch bareng, dinner bareng. He know my
family and my family is fine with him.
Hari itu, me
and him going to Tanjung gelam, again to watch sunset, again but it’s just 2 of
us. It’s really beautiful, more beautiful when no one else except us. Sooo
perfect. Ketika sedang asyik menikmati sunset, I felt something touch my hand.
It’s really warm.
It’s his
hand. His hand holding my hand. Refleks aku langsung memalingkan pandanganku ke
arahnya.
I’m looking at him, right on his eyes and he did the same. Our eyes
meet. Aku dapat dengan jelas melihat mata hazelnya, so pretty. Tanpa ku sadari
jarak diantara kita semakin dekat. I can felt his breath.
I can’t move
my body. I’m freezing.
He looking
at me, so intens with smile on his face. I can see his dimples, remind me of
someone. You know what I mean? Yups, Ashton Irwin. Sadly, he isn’t Ash but Its
okay. I still loving him.
Dia semakin
mendekatkan wajahnya dengan wajahku. Aku sama sekali tidak dapat menggerakkan
tubuhku. Aku hanya pasrah menatapnya.
I felt
something touch my lips. It’s quick but I can felt that. It’s felt weird but
great. I remember how the taste. I can’t forget it. I also remember how is he
playing with my lips. Mine and his lips met. I just following what he do. I’ve
never been kissed before. It’s my fisrt time. I have no experience about this.
I don’t know if I’m doing right or not. I’m just following. Btw, I’m sorry guys
I can’t explain the detail about our kissing. I can’t found the right words to
describe it.
You have watch movie with kissing scene on it, right? Ours is
something like that. Clear? Got it?
Ah yaa, I
also can’t tell you his name because I afraid he will read this post. It would
be embrassing.
And one
thing, my parents doens’t know about it so Please don’t tell them. I hope
they’ll never know and never read this post like usual.
They gonna kill me if
they know about it. I’m sorry mom, dad. I would never do that again. I promise.
It won’t happen again. It’s not because i’m not enjoying that. The fact is I
really enjoying it. Idk I know it’s wrong and I shouldn’t do that but It’s
great experience for me. Should I regret it?
I mean we
just kissing. That’s it. Just kissing? Are you insane? Heyy chil, at least i’m
not pregnant, right? I know what I did is wrong but it’s already happen. We
can’t change the past and I would never do that again.
You have my words. All
of you who reads this post has my words.
And there’s
something I wanna tell you. it’s hard to tell but I have to. Actually, i’m not
just kissing with him. There is something more. Please don’t judge me. It’s
really important and I have to tell you this things.
Hmmmm..... I
also...........
...........................................................................................................................
Oh god, I’m
sorry
C’mon!!!
Okay!!
I
also...................................................................................................................................
................................................................................................................................................
Shit!!! I’m
scare to tell you. Please forgive me. Mom, dad if you read this post please
forgive me, its impossible but forgive me.. . i am 21 years old and I just want
try something new in my life.
Please understand me...................................................
And
here’s....I
also....................................................................................................
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...........................................................................................................................................
I also LYING
to you. i’m sorry guys. There is no truth in this story. All of this story is a
lie. I’ve never been kissed or kissing someone. I’ve never spending holiday in
karimunjava or tanjung gelam. I’ve never met strangers and kissing them.
Do I
look like someone who kiss random people? And my parents not gonna kill me
because it’s just a lie. I would never kissing someone before getting married.
I’m a good girl, remember? The only one truth in this story is I love Germany. That’s is. the rest of the
story is totally lie.
I’m sorry
guys.
This is why I can’t describe the kissing process clearly. I have try to
find on google with “how to kiss” keywords. It’s gross, really gross. You can
try it if you wanna know but don’t. Just don’t, okay? And this is also why I can’t say his name
because I’ve never met him in real life or just a dream LOL. I’m sorry.
Okay guys, If you love someone please make sure this person is the one who always love you no matter what, don’t give
anything you have just like that to someone who never love you.
If he/she is the one the he/she would
never ask anything from you. he/she just need you and your love. He/she just want you to always
beside him/her anytime no matter what.
Use your head and your heart to find
your truly love.
Btw, thank you for anyone who read
this post and I’m sorry you got my prank, i love you so much <3 it’s just
for fun and see you next post. Byeeeee have a beautiful days J
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