Yes I am Fangirl. So?

Are you a fangirl or fanboy? Did you know how it’s feel?

I know exactly. Cause I am a fangirl. I know how it’s felt. It’s fun, really fun but sometimes it was painful. Struggle with drama, struggle with the fact you couldn’t meet them. It’s hurt. I never choose to be a fangirl. It’s just happen.

When you love band/singer/youtuber/actress/actor, get into their life and felt something that hard to explain but you can feel it and you understand it. You claimed them as your heroes, they brings happiness to your life, they make your life better, they really mean the world to you. it’s like you won’t through this without them even you just watch their videos or listening their musics. They really affect your life, in a good ways. When you feel all of that then you become a fangirl or fanboy.

Fangirl or fanboy doesn’t always mean someone who obsessed with a band/singer/youtuber/actor/actress and spend their life just for their idol, spend their money to buy some merchandise, tickets, and album, do wasted things. Hey,  we’re not like that. 

Okay, I’m obsessed with them , spend my times mostly to watch their videos and listening their musics, I do buy some merchandise, ticket, and album or anything related to them but IT’S NOT WASTED THINGS!! 

They saved my life. They make my life better and what I do just support them. 

Is it too much??? They SAVED MY LIFE, dude!!!

It’s hurt when people doesn’t understand what I feel. They always think that I do wasted things. I’m obsessed with them, I just waste  my money to buy their merch, I just waste my memory card to save their silly pictures and stupid videos. They think I shouldn’t be a fangirl. What I do is useless. They don’t understand and never will.

I love being a fangirl. Yea, I’m obsessed with them. I wanna married them but If they have a girlfriend at least their girlfriend is a good person, I’m totally okay with that. I spend my money to buy their merch. 

My money is a keyword. I know it’s not really my money. It was my parents money but their give it to me and I save it for buy their merch. Is it problem?? It’s not your money. 

It’s shouldn’t be a problem for you. i do spend my memory card for their pictures, videos, and musics. Yes, it’s my memory card not yours and the silly pictures on my phone are my heroes who saved my life, I just saved their pictures. It’s not a big things. Why are you complaining about it? You want me to save your pictures? Sorry dude, you do nothing for me.

Beside that, I also have a normal life like you. I think. I also have friends like you, just a couple. I’m just a normal person. The difference between me and you is I have many family accross country. They would always be there for me. I’m sure with that. I haven’t meet them but I’m sure they’re nice persons. They’re better than you. I have them because of my heroes. You know exactly my heroes.

The important things you should know is my life become better when I know them.  joining fandom and become a fangirl. 

I still have a normal life and friends. I have many friends and family accross country. I got a internet best friend that I really want to meet. Even there’s drama and waiting is my second job since I become a fangirl, waiting for new album, single, video, a tour, a meet n greet, merch but when all of it finally happen, all of waiting things is worth it. 

When you finally get what you waiting for, you will be more than happy. When you meet them, going to their concert, got a meet n greet. You feel like your life is almost complete. It’s a big goals.

I will always remember that day. I will mark it on my calendars. I will celebrate it every months, every years, like an anniversary. I will save all of things that related, like my clothes when I meet them, fan project when I watch their concert, their live performing that I recorded, a meet n greet picture with them, even my marker they used to sign my shirt/paper. No lie. I will do that, all of that.

Crazy? Yes, they make me crazy but I’m happy with that. Don’t complaining or give a hate comment about that till you know how it’s feel. How it’s feel love a band/singer/youtuber/actor/actress who save your life.

I know my life is more interesting than yours but can you start to mind your own lfe?? And stay  away of mine! I’ll appreciate it. You can make your life interesting like mine If you want. I’d like to help you but first, you should open your mind and try to accept it. Anything is possible. 

You should believe it. It’s possible to love people who doesn’t know yet you are exist or people that we never meet before. It’s possible. Accept it!! And if you can’t at least be respect to people who believe with that things. Be respect is a key.

Okay guys, that is my experience of being fangirl and what they think about me. There’s more than that but I couldn’t tell you. My english wasn’t good. Idk how to explain it. I’m sure you know what I feel if you are a fangirl/fanboy.

Stay peace! Your life is wonderful. See you next post. I love all of you. Thank you so much for always reading my post. Have a beautiful day J byeee.

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